Moving Forward

So it seems that I have attempted this blogging thing a few times now and everytime I start and say this is going to be the time that I continue and try and write every day if not everyday then atleast once a week or more, and everytime I fail miserably!!! Well here it has been 5 months since my last post and yet again I find myself saying that same thing, this time will be different I am determined!!! So much has happened over the past several months that I am really passing up an opportunity to show my son the importance of making and keeping a journal, what better way to have a history of our life than thru a blog where I don't have to write anything by hand and I can add pictures of important events I have just been a procratinator and I need to get over that and MOVE FORWARD!

So I have determined that I really should start from the beginning and catch everyone up on what has been happening with the Smiths over the past 14 years! ( wow has it really been almost 14 years that I have been married, some days it seems much longer but most days it seems to have just flown by) So starting this week I am determined to make a history for my son it might bore some but he will one day enjoy reading about how hard we faught to be able to have him our miracle baby, how many struggles we have gone through and how much his mom and dad love eachother!

So here is to tomorrow, the start of a brand new beginning and the excitement of something new! I hope that at times I can make some laugh and at other times be taken seriously and maybe at some point touch someone who might need it in some way!

Remember "Life is not about trying to escape the clouds it's about learning to dance in the rain" something that I need to remember more often in my own life, sometimes I take life way too seriously, I need to relax and take it as it comes and enjoy the ups as well as the downs and learn to laugh at myself more often.